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OK I think everyone here pretty much knows what's going on now...And Im not going to go off into an angry rant because that never seems to solve anything...I'll just say this...Ashley, brandy is right about her being grown. she must live with the decisions she makes, and she may be right in doing so. Its not our job to tell her what to and not to do even if we're scared and care about her...
Brandy... We do care about you...you may not see it but we always have and knowing the closeness of this group, we always will...ash and everyone else only want the best for you. she just gets scared for you sometimes... And the fact that she worries about you so much proves that she's your best friend because otherwise she wouldnt bother...
I think in recent events, the majority of the crew is going through some severe breakdown with each other and that scares me. I lost my boy and now with this fighting, i feel like im gonna lose 2 of my best friends as well... have any of you guys every really thought about why im in this crew? or why im always there with you guys? it wasnt just because brent introduced me. Sure that started it but it wasnt the reason i stayed...My entire life has consisted of friends that have been "mediocre aquaintences" at best... when i walked into this group i finally saw a group of responcible, intellegent friends who genuinly cared about eachother and looked out for one another through all the bullshit life hands us. I wanted that...I craved it...(and to use one of my favorite words just because i like it :) ) I coveted it...and the best part is, i was accepted...no questions asked, no form to fill out, nothing... You guys, allong with a select FEW i have from my past, are my very best friends...and you are eachothers as well.
You may be asking why im saying any of this or what bearing it posibly has on the problem at hand, well...if you guys are going to constantlyfight with eachother and accuse people ithin the crew about not caring, or you balme them for the problems you have, or pull them into problems they need not be in (as you an see im refering to everyone within the crew) and break up your friendship, then the past 3 months for me,....the happiest times i have had in probably my entire life (yes even when arguing with you brent)...has been a lie...please dont take those times away from me....but more off, dont take them away for yourself.. you love eachother...hell, you NEED eachother or you would be jackshit and you know it becase we are eachothers' suppport...now you can makefun of all this stuff i've said, you ca yell at me, and tell me i have no fucking idea what im talking about...whatever...but just think about it ok? remain calm and go back to being friends...not for me...for yourself...I love you all unconditionally...Ashley, brandy, brent, tony, gwyn, susan, brad, jason, jamie, steph, kelli...We are the crew...and to use a slightly altered line from brents favorite movie...friends come and go, but there's always those select few that you're stuck with for life....
Brandy... We do care about you...you may not see it but we always have and knowing the closeness of this group, we always will...ash and everyone else only want the best for you. she just gets scared for you sometimes... And the fact that she worries about you so much proves that she's your best friend because otherwise she wouldnt bother...
I think in recent events, the majority of the crew is going through some severe breakdown with each other and that scares me. I lost my boy and now with this fighting, i feel like im gonna lose 2 of my best friends as well... have any of you guys every really thought about why im in this crew? or why im always there with you guys? it wasnt just because brent introduced me. Sure that started it but it wasnt the reason i stayed...My entire life has consisted of friends that have been "mediocre aquaintences" at best... when i walked into this group i finally saw a group of responcible, intellegent friends who genuinly cared about eachother and looked out for one another through all the bullshit life hands us. I wanted that...I craved it...(and to use one of my favorite words just because i like it :) ) I coveted it...and the best part is, i was accepted...no questions asked, no form to fill out, nothing... You guys, allong with a select FEW i have from my past, are my very best friends...and you are eachothers as well.
You may be asking why im saying any of this or what bearing it posibly has on the problem at hand, well...if you guys are going to constantlyfight with eachother and accuse people ithin the crew about not caring, or you balme them for the problems you have, or pull them into problems they need not be in (as you an see im refering to everyone within the crew) and break up your friendship, then the past 3 months for me,....the happiest times i have had in probably my entire life (yes even when arguing with you brent)...has been a lie...please dont take those times away from me....but more off, dont take them away for yourself.. you love eachother...hell, you NEED eachother or you would be jackshit and you know it becase we are eachothers' suppport...now you can makefun of all this stuff i've said, you ca yell at me, and tell me i have no fucking idea what im talking about...whatever...but just think about it ok? remain calm and go back to being friends...not for me...for yourself...I love you all unconditionally...Ashley, brandy, brent, tony, gwyn, susan, brad, jason, jamie, steph, kelli...We are the crew...and to use a slightly altered line from brents favorite movie...friends come and go, but there's always those select few that you're stuck with for life....
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